Happy New Year, Fuckers

I’m in a good mood. A seriously good one. I’m listening to Heilung , I just did some yoga flows from the minimeditatingdragon (who’s a friend of mine – go check out her stuff!) and I even have a new idea for a blog post. So, inspired from all this good juju, what do I have to talk about today?

My life. Of course. But how has my life been, in this past year? And what, oh what, will I do in the coming year?

This year has sucked and been marvellous all at the same time. What blows? My writing sales. Dammit, I’m a self-published author. I wrote erotica with my wife for a while, and I made a few sales, and thought that was bad. Then, this year, I’ve tried out my beloved novels.

Now that was bad.

Hint: don’t self-publish right before Christmas.

I even copied other authors and made a reading group where I was hoping to share goodies like bookmarks I designed. I couldn’t even get a like on the posts within it, except from my friend.


And then what? I LOST A BOOK. I FREAKING DID. I’ve been working on a non-fiction book about mental illness, and LOST IT. Figuring the gods didn’t want it to ever see the light of day, I gave up on that project.

But aside from the sucks, what went well? Well, I moved to a lovely little hole in the ground with trees outside my apartment. I’ve built up an instagram following and started a youtube channel where I do book reviews in an attempt at gaining some traction for my novels (also, free books and free rants? My cup of tea).

Also, after being denied hormones, I finally got the OK for vitamin T – and now just have to wait for my appointment.

Despite my terrible publishing sales, my writing has streaked up to a better position. I’ve got literally dozens of novels I’m working on, and my mental clarity is pretty good so I think my writing is good as a result of that. I’m satisfied with the freaky result at least.

So now what? What’s coming in the following year? Well, I’ve got an idea to reboot that non-fiction book and hack at it – maybe with the help of a professor or something. I also am thinking of shifting this blog to be my main blog and just working from here as my base. Because no matter what, this feels like my honest home base, the place where I get all my freaky and weird out.

On that note- rant over. Tell me your thoughts, plans, and failures of this past year – and let me know how you want the coming one to go!



Happy New Year!

Happy new Year everyone! I’ve been away from the keyboard and surfing the real world over the holidays.

What? Surfing? I mean, trudging through the snow. And shoveling snow. You see, here in Canada… they had to bring the penguins in from the cold (because they are domesticated and not as hardy as their wild counterparts but STILL. Penguins, y’all!). So I’ve been really busy baking, whipping up goodies for everyone during the holidays… and promptly swearing off sugar due to health issues that are beginning to arise due to a diet based upon sugary treats.

So… what does this have to do with anything? Not much, I’m afraid. I have some great blog posts coming for y’all wherein I dissect, dramaticize, and go on and on about Wicca and mental illness. But for today I am still too tired to get into that so I just wanted to wish everyone a happy new year and the best of everything for the coming times.

Oh, and I have to announce that I’m finally joining the trend… I’m making myself a bullet journal.

Ohmahgawwwds, guys it’s just a really organized journal. But yes, here is mine that a really good friend of mine gave me over a year ago (and I’m only starting using it now?!). DSCN1014.JPG

And here is my sooooo organized desk (not)


Y’all, I am falling in love with watercolor crayons. I mean, the cuteness and beauty can just explode with them!

Will I show you what I make with them? Hmmm… maybe some day!

Until then, happy new year!